the best present preparation

this will probably not make any sense to most

for the sake of him who loves me in spite of,
who caused hot tears rolling down my cheeks when the whole world is in mockery and giving non-constructive feedback which seemed to be a stab to me instead of any help.
these tears- not that of sadness but rather happiness
because now i know how love always protects, always trusts, always hope, always perserves. and it never fails...

i will put up a tougher fight- extreme dilligence to make up for my neligance; effort to establish the alkaline environment which i preach and not act; extreme self discipline...
more determined than before
not to be easily demoralised
and most importantly, to have faith and patience

while this started off with my own self seeking goal
i want this to be the best present for u :)

happy blessed birthday dearie!